Thats exactly what I am these days. Nothing but the third wheel that simply makes everyone feel awkward. Now, of course it bothers me to be the third wheel. You know, the guy whos invited places just because it would be rude to leave him out, the guy who has an amazing way of being unwanted in even the best of circumstances, the guy whos given those little insults every day that have some hidden meaning in them. Well ya know what? Im getting sick and tired of it. It doesnt really bother I'm the third wheel. I mean, its like my uncle says; if theres a room with ten people in it, theres always going to be the one that no one gets along with. What pisses me off though, is that people have to put on the smiles because it would be rude to do otherwise. If you don't want me hanging around, then f***king say it to my face, because we all know you're thinking it.
But then theres the flip side. Why do I even hang out with these people if I know theyd rather me not even be there in the first place? Because Im hanging on my last shred of humanity before I completely lose it and end up being the guy on the news for nothing good. And you know what the really sad thing is? The only time I'm the third wheel is when I'm with the people I want to be with most. The only time I do something to make someone feel awkward is when I try to be the least obtrusive as possible. The only time I say the wrong thing is when it matters most. The only time Im not cool is when Ill be decided the leper afterwards.
Not as if anyone wants to know whats on my mind anyway.
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