Eh, it seems that Ive gotten back into that "unlucky flow" again. Most people who know me well will agree that, when I'm new to a school, every possible manifestation of bad luck seems to flow my way. For the most part, its a combination of not knowing anyone, having no idea who to not affiliate myself with, and just not getting how the cogs mesh. Of course I should probably be used to that by now, since Ive changed schools 4 times now but a suckish day is still a suckish day. I'm starting to work out again and I find that when i get angry, or annoyed, I work out. Dont ask me why, because I dont even know. I guess I just figure its better to be able to punch someone in the face, than to actually do it... If that makes any sense. It seems a lot more often I'm getting really annoyed with things these days... granted, theres been a lot more to be annoyed with but still, I like to believe Im usually better about cursing under my breath when I'm mad, complaining to people, and the like but these days... Well, Ive just hadn't much to be too "giddy" about.
I mean, usually I have that occasional "that was awesome!" thing that lasts me for a while but whats there to be pumped about when you've lost almost all of your closest friends, you have to carry all of your texts book at the same time, you lose 10 minutes (out of 30) of your minutes at lunch making sure you can get your table saved, and then heading across campus to your locker so you can actually get your lunch, you cant do what you love most because of stupid technicalities... you wouldn't be too excited about a lot of things...
so yea... the new school thing isn't adjusting well to me in the slightest but... hey, I got my health right? Oh wait. No. Ive been getting migraines because of so much stress. WEEEEEEEEE -.-
Oh well... I have my girlfriend, I got honors classes, and my new school is starting to march cymbals thanks to some persuasion on my part... things could be worse right?
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