Thats exactly what i keep thinking these days. I dont know why, but i know for a fact that every single plan of life ive acted out in my head has nothing to do with what i will really end up doing in life. For example, in life, I expect to go to college and get my degree in phsychology, and live my life in a decent house, with an amazing girl, and 2 totally awsome kids. Now, this is all completely possible, and, yes, i do hope i get married eventually and have little padawans of my own (yes, that was starwars related). But then, i think about what i really want to do with my life, and it ends up being absolutely nothing like what i think it should be. Its on a completely different spectrum of reality. In fact, what would be my dream job would be to go on tour with my band, and hear songs that i wrote, being played on the radio.
Now, both of theses can actually happen. But the likelyhood? Well, it aint exactly looking so great for me. I'm a smart kid, but I'm lazy, Im creative, but i dont have the rescources to act on that, I have a record, 106 words per minute typing speed, but i cant stand desk jobs.
The question stands, what am I going to end up doing with my life? In all actuallity, i know for a fact that its going to end up being something completely different... I guess i just have to live by a phrase ive known for quite some time now... and that is this,
"If you keep doing what you love, and know that its right, God will put you in the right place"
I guess... thats it... i just have to let God use my random series of talents for whatever he wants... and despite the cluelessness about what thatll entail... i know itll be what he wants... even if it ends up being the suckiest thing that could pop up in life... oh well i guess... No matter what though, I am not going to be another statistic.
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